Post by maxxhazzard on Mar 20, 2022 21:52:53 GMT
After almost three yrs, I think I know what happened to me…..
one thing that I noticed after my event in 2019 is,,
My mind was getting flooded remembering my past…I hv had a very eventful life and when I struggled, I never looked backwards only forward…
as my Italian family would say “ forget about it” …. And I would…
My Dad is a Roman Catholic and he took me to church every Sunday… so growing up, I had the whole basket of Roman Catholic Italian Tradition…
In 1966, my Dad was 26yo, had 4 children and in his 3rd yr of medical school,,
my Dad’s uncle Pep whom, fought in the Battle of the bulge, told my Dad to Join the Army National Guard, to avoid being sent to Viet Nam…
u c, about 58k soldiers were killed in VN ,but what they don't tell you is, most of the 58k killed, happen in a short time which in the eyes of any man drafted, thought he had a death sentence…
My Dad joined the army national guard and was stationed at Fort Dixs NJ…
I started kindergarten on the base and after 3ys my Dad was discharged and we move to his hometown…..
i think something attached to my Family at Ft Dixs and followed us.…
After my event in 2019, I went to my sister’s farm in New Jersey and , I asked her if, she remembered
when I was 8, she was 6yo, we just moved from Ft Dixs and a creature came into our room
. we talked about what happened that night for the first time…
my sister and I saw something running on its hind legs in our room into the closet and then stare at us…
I ducked under the covers ,,, my sister didn’t and as my sister imitated the creature walk, she said It came out of the closet walked up to the bed and look at her…
, I know , it was after that night, I believed it was a leprechauns bc later on, I believed leprechauns were living in the backyard..
then my sister added, : about 10yrs ago…around 3am,
she was cleaning the horse stalls when, a large cat, (a little smaller than a panther),
walked into the barn and, headed towards the in door arena.. she said she was worried the cat could not get out of the arena
So, she followed to open the door.
When she entered the arena… the large cat was gone…
At 18yo I got a job at a, under construction Nuclear Plant, as a security Guard…
the plant was being built on swampy land along the Delaware river so, it was dark and u needed a flash light to walk anywhere.
The tractor trailers would drop off construction materials and there were reports of missing materials …
so the guards started walking the yard…
one night while I was walking the yard…to my left, I saw shining, two 2 bright blue orbs, side by side, swaying in a rhythm
and I shined my flash light at them.. I saw a large cat.. like a black bobcat… his eyes still shined bright blue….
The large cat came towards me and stopped about 6/8 feet from me and looked at me for a minute or so…
then calmly , turned to my right and walked into the construction materials…I ran to the next Isle .. but .. I could not find it…
At this same time,, I was living in the projects. I never had alcohol before and i had my first party…
which led to,, I had drank way to much,, I felt like I was gonna die… I made my way to the bathroom and laid on the floor…
then the next thing I remember, I was on the ceiling looking down at me… I was feeling only shame…..
after that… I quite my job and hopped a bus to Connecticut … which lead twenty yrs of traveling the usa…
What I think happened to me, I merely got noticed…. and they shook me awake…. .. peace
one thing that I noticed after my event in 2019 is,,
My mind was getting flooded remembering my past…I hv had a very eventful life and when I struggled, I never looked backwards only forward…
as my Italian family would say “ forget about it” …. And I would…
My Dad is a Roman Catholic and he took me to church every Sunday… so growing up, I had the whole basket of Roman Catholic Italian Tradition…
In 1966, my Dad was 26yo, had 4 children and in his 3rd yr of medical school,,
my Dad’s uncle Pep whom, fought in the Battle of the bulge, told my Dad to Join the Army National Guard, to avoid being sent to Viet Nam…
u c, about 58k soldiers were killed in VN ,but what they don't tell you is, most of the 58k killed, happen in a short time which in the eyes of any man drafted, thought he had a death sentence…
My Dad joined the army national guard and was stationed at Fort Dixs NJ…
I started kindergarten on the base and after 3ys my Dad was discharged and we move to his hometown…..
i think something attached to my Family at Ft Dixs and followed us.…
After my event in 2019, I went to my sister’s farm in New Jersey and , I asked her if, she remembered
when I was 8, she was 6yo, we just moved from Ft Dixs and a creature came into our room
. we talked about what happened that night for the first time…
my sister and I saw something running on its hind legs in our room into the closet and then stare at us…
I ducked under the covers ,,, my sister didn’t and as my sister imitated the creature walk, she said It came out of the closet walked up to the bed and look at her…
, I know , it was after that night, I believed it was a leprechauns bc later on, I believed leprechauns were living in the backyard..
then my sister added, : about 10yrs ago…around 3am,
she was cleaning the horse stalls when, a large cat, (a little smaller than a panther),
walked into the barn and, headed towards the in door arena.. she said she was worried the cat could not get out of the arena
So, she followed to open the door.
When she entered the arena… the large cat was gone…
At 18yo I got a job at a, under construction Nuclear Plant, as a security Guard…
the plant was being built on swampy land along the Delaware river so, it was dark and u needed a flash light to walk anywhere.
The tractor trailers would drop off construction materials and there were reports of missing materials …
so the guards started walking the yard…
one night while I was walking the yard…to my left, I saw shining, two 2 bright blue orbs, side by side, swaying in a rhythm
and I shined my flash light at them.. I saw a large cat.. like a black bobcat… his eyes still shined bright blue….
The large cat came towards me and stopped about 6/8 feet from me and looked at me for a minute or so…
then calmly , turned to my right and walked into the construction materials…I ran to the next Isle .. but .. I could not find it…
At this same time,, I was living in the projects. I never had alcohol before and i had my first party…
which led to,, I had drank way to much,, I felt like I was gonna die… I made my way to the bathroom and laid on the floor…
then the next thing I remember, I was on the ceiling looking down at me… I was feeling only shame…..
after that… I quite my job and hopped a bus to Connecticut … which lead twenty yrs of traveling the usa…
What I think happened to me, I merely got noticed…. and they shook me awake…. .. peace
