Post by philliman on Apr 14, 2018 13:31:02 GMT
Thread posted at the old Ufocasebook Forum on March 9th 2005 by oljack666:
a few days ago, about two before my trip to austin, i woke up feeling very tired, lethargic, hurting and just feeling sick to my stomach. I didnt notice anything different, though i was coming down with something. When i showered i noticed i had a mark on the inside of my left arm, about 4 inches above my elbow. I noticed that is was perfectly round and looked very much like a cigarette burn. It was red , but didnt hurt. If you looked at it you could have sworn someone burned me with a cigarette and held it there. I would rub it, but there was no pain. I had no clue as to what it could be and thats not an easy place to get hurt by anything that would leave that type of mark.
I was worried, in the back of my mind my first thought was i had been abducted, but it had been so long since the last one, that i really didnt want to accept it and blew it off. Hubby said to keep an eye on it to see if it grew or spread thinking maybe it was some kind of insect bite, tho we both knew that was bit of a stretch, and i think hubby wanted to sort of comfort me and not worry me.
Two days later, when i was in austin, i woke up feeling the same exact way, sick, exhausted. Again i showered, and when i was drying myself off, i noticed the same exact mark on the same exact spot on the right arm. NOT an inch lower, higher, to the left or right, but in the same identical place. I still had a bit of the previous mark on the left arm so i put my arms together and they were in the same exact place. By then tho, the left one had turned into a greenish type light bruise but still retained its perfect round shape.
I knew then it wasnt a coincidence, but again, feeling down about it, i resisted the idea of what was going thru my mind already. I tried to ignore it, but in the back of my mind i had a weird feeling, tho i had no memories like i usually do of an abduction. We tried finding other possible answers to it, but none really seem to fit.
They looked as if some round instrument had been put right up against my arms. Also, the position of them was interesting, you never really look under that part of the arm, unless drying yourself and its not noticeable to people or yourself unless you actually turn your arm outwards and around.
There is no way, that it could be anything else (tho i tried hard to pretend it might be) and both looked identical to each other, same position, same size and all that.
So i guess thats about it. Ive accepted the fact that the abductions havent stopped, tho it was hard not to be disappointed and down for a bit. I even tried to see what eileen and lady could come up with, but eileen confirmed right away, what was in the back of my mind.
Youre right hj, my immune system has taken a severe beating in so many ways. To look at me, youd never guess my health is bad, but, its the inside part of me that is taking the beating. Im just hoping that i can start remembering soon what happened, as i usually have some recollection or am aware of whats going on when its going on, but not this time.
Guess they're not through with me yet lol. But life goes on, and yes i was discouraged but ive accepted that its still going on, and ive gotten over it. Ive got too many things to be grateful for, and people suffer in many ways, and im just glad mine are abductions and immune problems rather than something like cancer or losing a child.
So even tho i was down for a few days, im back to my good old self. But one of these days, if im EVER in my right mind and in a POSITION of hurting these idiots during an abduction, im going to use all my anger and hatred towards one of those little stringy neck bald midgets.
qoh
oljack666 said:
Written by queenofheartsa few days ago, about two before my trip to austin, i woke up feeling very tired, lethargic, hurting and just feeling sick to my stomach. I didnt notice anything different, though i was coming down with something. When i showered i noticed i had a mark on the inside of my left arm, about 4 inches above my elbow. I noticed that is was perfectly round and looked very much like a cigarette burn. It was red , but didnt hurt. If you looked at it you could have sworn someone burned me with a cigarette and held it there. I would rub it, but there was no pain. I had no clue as to what it could be and thats not an easy place to get hurt by anything that would leave that type of mark.
I was worried, in the back of my mind my first thought was i had been abducted, but it had been so long since the last one, that i really didnt want to accept it and blew it off. Hubby said to keep an eye on it to see if it grew or spread thinking maybe it was some kind of insect bite, tho we both knew that was bit of a stretch, and i think hubby wanted to sort of comfort me and not worry me.
Two days later, when i was in austin, i woke up feeling the same exact way, sick, exhausted. Again i showered, and when i was drying myself off, i noticed the same exact mark on the same exact spot on the right arm. NOT an inch lower, higher, to the left or right, but in the same identical place. I still had a bit of the previous mark on the left arm so i put my arms together and they were in the same exact place. By then tho, the left one had turned into a greenish type light bruise but still retained its perfect round shape.
I knew then it wasnt a coincidence, but again, feeling down about it, i resisted the idea of what was going thru my mind already. I tried to ignore it, but in the back of my mind i had a weird feeling, tho i had no memories like i usually do of an abduction. We tried finding other possible answers to it, but none really seem to fit.
They looked as if some round instrument had been put right up against my arms. Also, the position of them was interesting, you never really look under that part of the arm, unless drying yourself and its not noticeable to people or yourself unless you actually turn your arm outwards and around.
There is no way, that it could be anything else (tho i tried hard to pretend it might be) and both looked identical to each other, same position, same size and all that.
So i guess thats about it. Ive accepted the fact that the abductions havent stopped, tho it was hard not to be disappointed and down for a bit. I even tried to see what eileen and lady could come up with, but eileen confirmed right away, what was in the back of my mind.
Youre right hj, my immune system has taken a severe beating in so many ways. To look at me, youd never guess my health is bad, but, its the inside part of me that is taking the beating. Im just hoping that i can start remembering soon what happened, as i usually have some recollection or am aware of whats going on when its going on, but not this time.
Guess they're not through with me yet lol. But life goes on, and yes i was discouraged but ive accepted that its still going on, and ive gotten over it. Ive got too many things to be grateful for, and people suffer in many ways, and im just glad mine are abductions and immune problems rather than something like cancer or losing a child.
So even tho i was down for a few days, im back to my good old self. But one of these days, if im EVER in my right mind and in a POSITION of hurting these idiots during an abduction, im going to use all my anger and hatred towards one of those little stringy neck bald midgets.
qoh
